LSS: gusto ko ng bumitaaaaw—awwww-awww

 Hahaha, lol. 

this song’s been trending on soc med, literally everywhere i browse i here this song. 

Filipinos are really funny and witty with their reels and tiktok vids that you tend to forget what the song is about.. for me, that’s the case, ive been focusing on the funny stuff lang. And then… I saw a clip of the  rendition of elaine duran, a singer(winner ata froma singing contest) tapos she sang it full of emotions then for the first time I actually listened to the lyrics of the song. F U N N Y nakarelate ako :(((

“gusto ko nang bumitaw ngunit ayaw pa ng puso, gusto ko nang bumitaw may pag asa pa siguro..”

so emooo omg who wrote this song, there’s so much feels :(

applies to me and my current relationship. dude, weve been together for 6 years pero gusto ko nang bumitaw. i dont know really..

sometimes im happy, sometimes im not. arent relationships supposed to be like that? that’s what i always tell myself BUT, i dont know somewhere deep down in my heart it doesnt feel right… or may sakit lang ako sa utak i always have that fear na eventually, it’s not gonna work out bibitaw din sya pati ako. or maybe im just tired. im confused 100 percent. pray naman ako ng pray Lord, give me a sign, charot. its 2022 sino pa naniniwala sa signs? :(

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